Right Now

I am sitting a the table with 3 coloring girls. and one sweet baby napping. I am reminded how blessed I am. to be here, present, with them ALL the time. And it isn't always easy. In fact some days I am not sure how I am gonna get up and do it again the next day. BUT I do. and SOMETHING, even a teeny tiny simple thing will happen and remind me why it is all worth it. The great days, the bad days, the really messy ones. I wouldnt trade them for anything.I love this crazy beautiful chaotic mess. This is my life. ♥

It always comes full circle....

So i have been thinking, and over thinking, and obsessing as I always do.

and i dont know why i do this... Plans are for people in control of their own lives. I believe that our path is set, we just have to learn to walk along it.

Current example... 6 plus years ago, a man offered Daddykins a job in...you guessed it Houston. and i said NO WAY, i would NEVER live anywhere but Orange County! I had a job i liked, a life i loved. and here we are 6 years, 4 kids, and a ton of moves later doing what? Moving to Houston. Guess I always had to take the long way...

My New Best Friend...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE the smell of fresh laundry... LOVE IT!!! but I am not a fan of pesky dryer sheets that are always ALWAYS floating around my house...This is the coolest thing ever....I bought one hoping that maybe it would solve my dryer sheet annoyance and mildly satisfy my craving for that fresh smell....well it did and it has...even days later everything smells fresh and clean and I am no longer chasing dryer sheets. And at a time in my life when I need to simplify more than ever (am i really 64 days or so away from being the mother of FOUR girls 4 and under?!?!?!) This little bar makes me happy....and just ask my husband...HAPPY WIFE, HAPPY LIFE!!!!!!

Today, and almost every other day...

I was reminded....

If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd grab ours back.


I LOVE my life!