Right Now

I am sitting a the table with 3 coloring girls. and one sweet baby napping. I am reminded how blessed I am. to be here, present, with them ALL the time. And it isn't always easy. In fact some days I am not sure how I am gonna get up and do it again the next day. BUT I do. and SOMETHING, even a teeny tiny simple thing will happen and remind me why it is all worth it. The great days, the bad days, the really messy ones. I wouldnt trade them for anything.I love this crazy beautiful chaotic mess. This is my life. ♥